Yeah, I’m getting kinda desperate, and it’s causing me to make some mistakes. Not terrible ones, but mistakes none the less.
As a result, I’m ending up with a bunch of pens I’m not going use.
But, I ran out. Actually, I ran out while we were on our trip – out in the middle of the South Pacific. So, I’ve already been without it for weeks. I was holding on to my sanity by a thread, thinking I could get one as soon as I got home. But I can’t find a replacement locally. I have spent way too much time both on the computer and running from store to store trying to find them. I can find gold, and I can find silver, and even black, but no white.
I finally found them on-line, but they take weeks to get. And I don’t want to wait that long. I have art to do. And I need my pen.
Do I sound a little crazy? I feel a little crazy. I’m obsessing over pens. And I’m seriously contemplating driving for an hour and a half to buy one. Driving an hour and a half to buy a two dollar pen.
I have issues.